Direct Messages - Deleted User ef3c0388

9:55 PM

hi hi

9:55 PM

"degenerate editing in progress" lololol (edited)

9:55 PM

okii

9:55 PM

ye lemme resend

9:56 PM

cleobnwo@gmail.com

9:57 PM

wat is the user info

9:58 PM

awwwwwww

9:58 PM

bubby

9:58 PM

❤️

9:58 PM

lolol

9:58 PM

hmm

9:58 PM

its cute

10:00 PM

mhmm

10:01 PM

bubby bubby

10:01 PM

ty for this

10:01 PM

10:02 PM

how did u meet the other person

10:07 PM

hmmmm sad they dont like me already...

10:09 PM

at least they dont mind u dating me...

10:09 PM

do they kno ur age?

10:11 PM

so they dont kno who i am right?

10:12 PM

ohhhh oki

10:12 PM

ye..

10:12 PM

i def didnt alrrady

10:12 PM

haha...

10:13 PM

i didnt say anything abt u

10:13 PM

i just messaged them

10:13 PM

no...

10:14 PM

i can show u

10:16 PM

10:16 PM

they ghosted me

10:17 PM

10:18 PM

hmmmm wdym

10:18 PM

ohhh

10:24 PM

like wat?

itll be fine

10:32 PM

10:33 PM

wat do u think id do

10:35 PM

good

10:46 PM

bubby

10:48 PM

im so sleepy '

10:48 PM

10:50 PM

well i still have more

10:50 PM

but i think i did well

10:50 PM

ill get the grades later

10:50 PM

but for now i think i did ok

10:50 PM

hopefully

10:50 PM

lol

10:53 PM

10:54 PM

wats wrong?

10:55 PM

ye its fine

10:58 PM

mmmm i like tht

10:58 PM

it made me excited

11:03 PM

wow thts a lot

theyre so pretty!!!

10:34 PM

wat were their names

u dont know ace's gender???? LOL

12:27 AM

mhmm makes sense

12:27 AM

wat r u busy with btw

12:27 AM

oh oki

12:28 AM

bubby ❤️

12:28 AM

hmmm

12:28 AM

nvm

12:29 AM

mhmm it didnt work

12:29 AM

or idk how to use the site

12:29 AM

idk

12:30 AM

1.2 gb wow

12:32 AM

hmmm ye idk

12:32 AM

compression?

12:33 AM

no no like it has less compression

12:34 AM

its making mw cry...

12:35 AM

i wish i was good enough for u... im sorry

12:35 AM

mhmm... remembering,,,

12:35 AM

hurts? y does it hurt u?

12:36 AM

nvm just ignore me

12:36 AM

ty for the vid..

12:36 AM

❤️

12:37 AM

cece... i think ill always love u

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12:39 AM

cece <3333

12:39 AM

r they actually gonna give u it

12:39 AM

or r they scamming u

12:40 AM

mmmm

12:40 AM

no no

12:40 AM

wait

12:40 AM

im not being mean

12:40 AM

i was saying

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tht sometimes

12:40 AM

they want u to apply cause they make money

12:40 AM

bubby... i didnt mean to upset u :(((\

12:40 AM

im sorry

12:40 AM

wtf... every fucki8ng time

12:41 AM

wat do u see in me???? im such a fuciking terrible person... i literally cant even talk to u without hurting u

12:43 AM

cause i never cared abt tht stuff... i just wanted to make u like me... but then i... idk... i showed the side of me i wish was gone... and now every time i talk to u... about fuvking anything... it hurts u...

12:47 AM

ye... ik.... its just... i was proud of u for maybe... finding a school so u could be happy and stuff..

12:49 AM

cece... i was happpy.... but my focus is on ur future.... i wasnt saying it to be mean... its just... how weird or selfish would i have to be to make u livin g ur life and becoming a successful person abt me?'

12:50 AM

im rpoud of u,,, i just want u to be happy watever it takes

12:53 AM

cause its my fault not urs

12:53 AM

i love u

12:53 AM

cause ur perfect

12:53 AM

ur wat i wish i was

12:57 AM

mmm.... but thts kinda how i feel... im just stuck here begging ppl online to validate me.. but idk after i dated u i realized im not valid... i csnt be good enough.. im mentallt weak

12:59 AM

no its c aause i ruined everything even tho i had eeverthibg i wanted i only got more depressed and hated myself even more'

12:59 AM

its nbot ur fault'

12:59 AM

itg never was

1:01 AM

WAT DI U NEED TO IMPROVE ON???? I DONT GET ITTTT I DONT KNO Y OR HOW U WANT TO

1:02 AM

I HAVE 2 YEATS TO CHANGE OR I RUIN EVEYRTHING

1:02 AM

U DONTG HAVE YO CHANGE ANYTHING

1:03 AM

u dont need to bubby <3<3

1:04 AM

ur perfect

1:04 AM

for me at least

1:04 AM

ur perfect

1:04 AM

hahahahaha but u kno wats funny

1:04 AM

tht because i think ur perfect... ik ill messs it up anyways somehow

1:07 AM

no i dont wanna have u share anything im too ashamed to share

1:07 AM

i diddnt even lusten to the voice thing u sent... cause its unfair for me to hear ur voice when im too ashamed

1:08 AM

no...... no stop putting utself down cece...

1:08 AM

stop

1:08 AM

ur perfect

1:08 AM

idc wat u say

1:08 AM

idc

1:08 AM

abt that

1:08 AM

or anything

1:15 AM

trying not to hurt u???

1:15 AM

y would i want tp hurt u

1:16 AM

lol i do it enough already

1:16 AM

i bet ur gf has to make u feel better every time i fuck up too

1:17 AM

ur funny bubby ❤️

1:17 AM

try wat

1:17 AM

try wat?

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oh... no no u have a gf and tht isnt me and never was i think

1:19 AM

idk if i could call myself ur gf...

1:19 AM

until i fucked up after

1:20 AM

nothing happened on ur end im just mentally unstable... lol i keep wanting to say was... but... ik i cant... cause im still trying to fix the parts tht r borken

1:22 AM

hmmm she needs help too?

1:22 AM

oh congrats for her ❤️

1:23 AM

tell her i said im happy for her

1:23 AM

no shes prob fine

1:23 AM

as long as her needles r clean

1:23 AM

im glad ur helping her ❤️

1:24 AM

coming out?

1:24 AM

wdym

1:24 AM

i thought she was open abt being trans]

1:26 AM

mhmm umm being a femboy irl is hard to break

1:26 AM

hmm... well from wat ive seen shes rlly beauutiful

1:27 AM

who is she afraid of on twitter?

1:29 AM

no no its good

1:29 AM

im glad lol

1:29 AM

no no its fine if u r like tht its who u r

1:30 AM

its just who u r u dont have to change for anyone

1:31 AM

lol no

1:31 AM

i would have found a way

1:31 AM

its good u found someone who doesnt break urs anymore

1:33 AM

prob over something small

1:33 AM

? wdym

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over wat?

1:34 AM

mhmm oki

1:37 AM

mmm shes mad cause u likr stuff?

1:38 AM

oh i see

1:39 AM

no... idk... i wish i had wat it took to do tht but ik i could never make u feel good enough so i had to let u

1:41 AM

mmmm

1:42 AM

hmm... im sorry bubby

1:42 AM

bubby tht seems scary...

1:42 AM

is tht gonna happen to me?

1:43 AM

if i took hrt... would i never be able to enjoy myself?

1:45 AM

bubby... is it bad if im happpy abt ur argument...

1:47 AM

mhmm... its cute..

1:47 AM

sorry

1:48 AM

cause u didnt wnna kno prob... tht i like wat u told me... and my hearts racing..

1:49 AM

mhmm ❤️

1:49 AM

i love u... a lot...

1:49 AM

i wanna kiss u...

1:49 AM

mhmm...

1:50 AM

i like knowing u need terrible things...

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to cum...

1:50 AM

does she kno u like... um... thinking abt grooming...

1:51 AM

❤️

1:51 AM

awww ❤️

1:51 AM

is tht between us

1:51 AM

only us

1:51 AM

❤️

1:51 AM

1:52 AM

good girl

1:52 AM

but i dont want u to tell her im the reason u get off... i like knowing tht im still secretly loved...

1:54 AM

mhmmm... unless u promise to tell her the entire truth abt u being a ped0 ❤️

1:54 AM

an example of wat bubby

1:55 AM

mmm.. i guess... u could

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as friends ofc

1:55 AM

<333

1:56 AM

mhmm <33

1:56 AM

so she isnt as extreme as u right?

1:58 AM

❤️

1:59 AM

<3333 mhmm mhmm i wanna see it

2:01 AM

im happy she got mad at u... maybe i can still help u ❤️

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2:02 AM

u like white guys too?

2:02 AM

silly bubby

2:03 AM

mmmmm i love u so much <333333

2:03 AM

mhmm its cute bubby

2:04 AM

yes i rlly rlly think so

2:04 AM

ur just a horny little girl who cant help feeling humiliated ❤️

2:04 AM

bubby i didnt say anything.. but u like being misgendered right

2:05 AM

mmm... so i should treat u like my ped0 groomer bf?

2:07 AM

ohhh

‍♀️

2:07 AM

faggot ❤️

2:07 AM

ill call u my faggot from now on <333

2:07 AM

mhmm

2:07 AM

even when im not horny <33 youll just be a fag to me

2:08 AM

i love u fag <333... ive been stalking u lately... i wasnt gonna say but now idc.. im horny... and love u too much

2:10 AM

mhmm... im jealous... and seeing u every day talk to other girls and be so friendly.. makes me want my fag again

2:10 AM

u dont mind right

2:10 AM

❤️

2:10 AM

when u talk to other girls im watching <333

2:11 AM

mhmm

2:11 AM

im so happy shes not good enough for u <3333

2:11 AM

ive been trying not to say it

2:12 AM

but it makea me ao happy

2:12 AM

shes not as extreme

2:12 AM

u couldnt even cum to her

2:12 AM

its so cute

2:12 AM

aaaaa shes just so boring... and old

2:13 AM

mhmm <33 shes so pretty... but

2:13 AM

do u like tht im crzy ? ❤️

2:14 AM

maybe im a bit mental... nbut i love u

2:14 AM

i dont want to let u go <33

2:14 AM

ur mine <3333 one day... ill show u...

2:14 AM

pls dont fix me

2:14 AM

pls

2:15 AM

i like being depressed and crazy... i like wanting to get groomed and finding u to do it for me ❤️

2:17 AM

mhmm <33 cause ur a fag so its just vanilla

2:17 AM

its not even extreme enough for me

2:18 AM

i like knowing i mindfucked u.... knowing tht i helped show u how extreme things r the only thing u likez<3

2:21 AM

mhmm but tht reminds me of how i want to still make u worse

2:21 AM

my kinks should be urs

2:22 AM

mhmmm <33 i want u to beg ur gf to get worse too

telling her shes too plain... how u need kids or extreme things to get off ❤️

2:23 AM

itd be so cute if she got worse cause of me

2:24 AM

mhmm... ❤️ i meant both... cause bubby teens r kids

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but ur too much of a ped0 to remember

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its too normal for u

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lol

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i love u faggot <333

2:25 AM

isnt it funny... trying to correct me

cause ur brain is so broken

2:25 AM

like no silly... ur just a map ❤️

2:26 AM

mhmm

one day,,, when im done with u... youll be one of the most extreme maps i know ❤️ cause youll have actually done it

2:26 AM

isnt tht exciting

2:27 AM

ummm do u remember the thing i said abt starting a family

2:27 AM

❤️

2:27 AM

take a guess

2:27 AM

mhmm mhmm

2:27 AM

i wasnt joking <333

2:28 AM

see? when i say things i believe them too

i really do want to break u

2:29 AM

but u can lose a little sleep... cant u

2:29 AM

just a little more?

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u dont need to cum either... i want u to feel oki cumming to whatever u want whenever u need to ❤️

2:30 AM

mhmm

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but idk... she doesnt have to kno abt wat we do

2:30 AM

we can have a family

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and she doesnt need to be too involved ❤️

2:31 AM

its good for us too cause then she wont kno y we started it

2:34 AM

mm ye discord is being weird

2:34 AM

idk im just hsappy i could open up a little abt stuff.. ❤️ u can love her but i love u too

2:37 AM

mmmm idk abt a haram... im alreafy jealous of her...

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but.. idk

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if it makes u happy

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no no

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i was selfish

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sorry

2:37 AM

do wat u need to

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2:40 AM

mhmm... rn at least im worth something cause of those bubby

2:42 AM

<333

2:42 AM

im happy with tht

2:42 AM

rlly happy

2:44 AM

screenshot me?

2:44 AM

ohhh

2:44 AM

ye i wanna see

2:45 AM

okii

2:45 AM

bubby... will u be oki with the stuff i said?

2:45 AM

im scared youll be mad...

2:46 AM

like... how i stalk u... and still love u... and dont rlly like her being with u...

2:47 AM

im selfish too bubby

2:47 AM

now u kno it

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u know i wanna lock u up

2:48 AM

<33

2:48 AM

or u do now at least

2:48 AM

mhmm

2:48 AM

keep u for myself... as a pet

2:48 AM

2:49 AM

mmmm petting u... would make me so happy (edited)

2:50 AM

mhmm... good

2:50 AM

good fag<3

2:50 AM

i like u being horny

2:50 AM

do u still love me too

2:51 AM

hmmm.. ik wat u mean

2:52 AM

for now... 18 feels right... 2 years to change feels ok.. like im not panicking

2:52 AM

hmm

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no i see wat u mean

2:53 AM

mhmm

2:53 AM

ik ik

2:53 AM

i agree

2:54 AM

no ik

2:54 AM

hmm

2:54 AM

less tahn 2 years makes sense

2:55 AM

mmm ye i dont think i would do a sex call lol

2:55 AM

regular call is oki'

2:55 AM

wats a sexc call

2:56 AM

okii okii well idk when but i agree

2:57 AM

before im 18

2:57 AM

i will video call u

2:57 AM

i will

2:57 AM

i promise

2:57 AM

? y then

2:58 AM

mmmm... ill try...

2:58 AM

no if u did leave

2:58 AM

i wouldnt be mad

2:58 AM

ik ik..

2:58 AM

oki lemme think abt this

2:58 AM

pls

2:58 AM

lemme think

2:59 AM

this is

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not easy

2:59 AM

cece

2:59 AM

this is like

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1 month

2:59 AM

one month

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its not easy

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no ik

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but i thought u wanted both anyways

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i told u

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i wouldnt be selfish if it made u happy

3:01 AM

in fact

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if it made u happy

3:01 AM

i would just disappear

3:01 AM

i told u

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all i care abt is u

3:01 AM

idc if it measn sahring or none at all

3:02 AM

i will

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bubby

3:03 AM

bubby u can love her

3:03 AM

its ok

3:03 AM

no its fine

3:03 AM

no its fine

3:03 AM

its fine

3:03 AM

u can have her

3:03 AM

❤️

3:03 AM

❤️

10:27 AM

mmmmm no its fine.. i read them a lot

10:27 AM

i still wont listen to tht thing tho

10:27 AM

not yet at least

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10:28 AM

OMGGGGGGG

10:28 AM

WOAHHHH

10:28 AM

wow

10:28 AM

im not even kidding

10:28 AM

wow

10:28 AM

u can think im lying

10:28 AM

but

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idk if i could pull tht off

10:28 AM

ur so cute

10:28 AM

its unreal

10:28 AM

mmm i didnt even notice tbh

10:28 AM

u look cis to me

10:29 AM

wow

10:29 AM

bubby ur seriously beautiful <33333

10:29 AM

even if u dont wanna accept it

10:29 AM

im serious too

10:29 AM

i hate fake compliments

10:29 AM

im serious

10:29 AM

i think u look cis

10:29 AM

its crazy how pretty u look

10:29 AM

ur eyeliner and stuff is so cute

10:30 AM

bubby!!

10:30 AM

idk look i think ur beautiful whether u think im lying or not

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i rlly do

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no i get tht

10:31 AM

i only ever use my best ones

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but it shows how much potential u have

10:32 AM

no matter how bad u think u look

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all i see is how beautiful u can be

10:32 AM

idk

10:32 AM

do u kno wat i mean

10:32 AM

obv we have good angles lighting etc

10:33 AM

not even peak lol just like after time getting used to ur makeup and stuff i think youll prob look like tht normally

10:35 AM

only if u wanna ❤️

10:35 AM

i think its beautiful

10:35 AM

also i didnt say it

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but ur hair

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is amazing

10:35 AM

im jealous

10:36 AM

mhmm ye ur lucky

10:36 AM

no no its fine tbh like i said pics r kinda mmmm for me rn so im just rlly happy i felt oki sharing stuff rn

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❤️

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ur such a cry baby bubby ❤️

10:37 AM

10:38 AM

well

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watever happened

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lets just try to move on as best we can

10:39 AM

<333333 thts one thing ive always kinda hope for

10:40 AM

u do?

10:40 AM

mmmm

10:40 AM

i did too.... but u prob already knew tht...

10:41 AM

hmmm.... did u rlly think i was gonna block u?

10:42 AM

mmmm....

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tbf

10:43 AM

most ppl prob would have blocked u

10:43 AM

idk i never usually block

10:45 AM

hmmmm ye

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honestly

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i dont think i ever stopped thinking of u

10:45 AM

10:46 AM

mmm... so u sometimes checked on me?

10:46 AM

i hope at least once (edited)

10:47 AM

hmmm...

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when will u be able to follow me

10:48 AM

do u kno?

10:48 AM

if not its fine

10:48 AM

u dont have to lol

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no no

10:48 AM

dw abt it

10:49 AM

its fineeeeeeeee

10:49 AM

10:50 AM

voice isnt too crazy cam is a little more freaky for me

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idk

10:51 AM

i wanna

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lol

10:51 AM

i swear

10:51 AM

i think ur the first person ive been this nervous around

10:51 AM

idk..

10:51 AM

idk either way i wanna meet

10:51 AM

idk

10:52 AM

idk wat not camming means if i wanna meet anyways?

10:52 AM

idk

10:52 AM

just something im working on

10:52 AM

voice seems fun

10:52 AM

i wanna work on voice training tho

10:52 AM

i rlly do hate my voice

10:52 AM

lol....

10:52 AM

10:53 AM

prob not as bad as mine

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i cant even record myself without criinging

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hmm ye

10:53 AM

idk

10:53 AM

i wanna voice

10:54 AM

i need to work on it

10:54 AM

soon

10:54 AM

i wanna voice in like this month

10:54 AM

does tht work?

10:56 AM

lot of voices?

10:58 AM

oh oki

10:59 AM

i just wasnt sure wat to follow it up with

10:59 AM

wat did u use to voice train

11:00 AM

ohhh

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interesting

11:00 AM

my girl voice just sounds like a nasally masc voice

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its rlly bad lol

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hmm

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thts a good idea

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ohhh ye my whisper is better

11:01 AM

my mic is so shit tho

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no no my phone is worse

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ooh

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hmm

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maybe the ipad mic will be better tho

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not sure

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idk

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look

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im gonna vc u

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i do it with everyone

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im just nervous with u

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idk

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i need to i just kno itll take years prob

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❤️ i hope so

11:05 AM

mmm when it feels right

11:05 AM

i procrastinate

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if i set a date ill end up panicking and waiting too long lol (edited)

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this month

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lol idk wat will u wanna do when we vc?

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wat is

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oh how i do stuff

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i just want it to be fair

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if i dont wanna do something y should u

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mhmm it will be

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unless i kidnap u

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wat?

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wat kinda person

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sure

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lol

2:53 PM

wellll

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its justtttt

2:53 PM

i have like this discord

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and the one on my phone

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so i usually use the phone one...

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uhhhh

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so like

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i.... ummmmmmmmmm welllll

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idk

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anyways

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hmm

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i feel bad abt tht

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its just like i wasnt sure if it was oki since like if i got caught like on one of my main servers i was nervous they might find out abt this side of me

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like mixed my like personal friends and life with people who think r always thinking abt porn and extreme stuff

2:59 PM

3:00 PM

seems kinda risky (edited)

3:00 PM

cause i tried that

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and idk if i liked it

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so i made an account for twitter stuff

3:01 PM

hmmmm i could add u its not like tht crazy ig

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but ill think abt it

3:01 PM

have u seen anyone with a pfp like this

3:01 PM

3:02 PM

hmmmm good good

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hmmmmm oki oki.. ye

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so far i cant think of anything bad

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but can u blame me?

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like its scary not knowing if ill get exposed to my friends or ppl i talk to

3:04 PM

like some people r crazy

3:05 PM

ive said and done things tht i def dont wanna share

3:06 PM

ye so i can def trust u more than other ppl so ill think abt it

3:06 PM

my accounts not that exciting anyways its just that i can see notifs on it

3:06 PM

idk prob soon then cause i feel bad hiding it from u

3:06 PM

its the least i could do

3:08 PM

mmmmm no i get it totally

3:08 PM

i dropped a lot of friends too

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so i kno wat u mean

3:08 PM

its actually y i started twitter

3:09 PM

i was lonely over covid

3:09 PM

but its better now so ive been off of socials for the most part

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id say yes and no

3:10 PM

i just feel guilty abt it

3:10 PM

ummmm

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i feel like i was using people for attention

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like...

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i feel u sorta got caught in that

3:11 PM

in like

3:11 PM

the sense that

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see thats y i feel bad

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but using is a harsh word

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i care about u

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i just dk how far id go

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u wanted to like move here and like

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all this stuff

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but i do wanna just live a nice life get a job and get married to whoever

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ye... idk its def my fault i should have maybe been more clear but i got rlly attached and maybe led u on

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then we foughta

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and it kinda just fell apart but by then things were opening

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and i was sorta moving back onto irl stuff

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like my ex etc etc (edited)

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stuff like that

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i shouldnt say his name

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anyways...

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idk

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how ok u feel with me

3:15 PM

umm ye i think i mentioned that

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but i was dating him before bnwo stuff actually :3

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lol

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r u oki tho?

i hope so

3:16 PM

i still wanna be friends

3:16 PM

this isnt like a

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bye never see u again thing

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im just kinda being open about y im not super active y i dont wanna share too much

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like i feel like i shared wayyyyyyy too much already (edited)

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u kno

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oh like wat tweets?

3:20 PM

ohh oki ye makes sense

3:20 PM

i was dming u on ur findom acct

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idk if u saw them

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was gonna dm more but i literally just havent been on much since i dmed u

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ohhh!!!

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u saw that!

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3:23 PM

WTF!!!!!

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I LITERALLY READ THE MESSAGES

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AND IT DELETED MY INSHALLAH THING AND PUT THE OLD MAN EMOJI

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‍

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yeah that thing

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i stg i didnt send that

3:24 PM

ohhhh ye the cat pic i sent was cute

3:24 PM

i hate windows emojis

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these r so ugly

3:24 PM

windows

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cause im on the internet discord thing

3:25 PM

the apple emojis r 10x cuter (edited)

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i like iphone

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but i was thinking of switching

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cause theyre soooooo expensive

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i rlly rlly want a 14 but arent they like $1500 or sowmthing

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and like barely different

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ohhh ye my dads like that (edited)

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3:34 PM

spoon cat IS NOT CREEPYYYY

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the ipad tho would be amazing for art u should def try it if u wanna do art

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idk wat else u would do and pen/paper can get expensive especially if using like expensive pencils and stuff

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hmmmmm well if u do get the ipad get the 12.9 inch cause its like the size of a piece of paper

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and

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anything creative...

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well coding

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but actually this year i have a lot of math im worried about mainly

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like this year is my most important year

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and so i need all As if i wanna go to college

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cause i need an insane gpa

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so ive been not coding much tbh and mainly doing math

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and physics actually

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but thats kinda math

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ye lol sounds goofy like that but i need to if i wanna get anywhere

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like i dmed someone said that exact thing about needing As and they were like "dont your parents have a savings fund for that?" and i was like wtf??? do parents do that?

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are my parents just screwing me more?

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have u ever heard of that?

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its always kinda been implied that i have to pay for it

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yeah ig my parents arent like rich or anything

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so maybe were just kinda poor

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hmmmm yeah im assuming ill get some financial aid

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at the very least ik if i can get a good gpa this year im pretty sure the school im looking at will offer me a scholarship for tuition

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no im gonna apply for a few

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but i have a school that i wanna get into

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close-ish to home

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hmmmm well

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idk how much iwanna say about it

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but on campus is like = to tuition

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its like

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even if i get tutition

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idk if i can afford housing

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idk

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its closeish to home

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so maybe i can commute

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again well see wat happens

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if worse comes to worse i might go to community college for a bit and work so i can save then go

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cause actually

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its cheaper overall

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so im thinking about doing my english and elective credits at a community college

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then transferring cause actually one of the CC in my area works with the school iwant

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so maybe i can talk to them and see how it works

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id be really excited either way as long as i can afford it

3:55 PM

bubby

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well it means ill be able to be independent and be myself and support myself

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so its important to me

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mhmm ye

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wat r u gonna do

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im curious if u ever wanna move out

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awwww thats cute!!

3:59 PM

wat does she do for work?

4:00 PM

well ye interesting economy

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but rn we have more job openings than we can fill but like also a lot of inflation and shit

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its like

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no one actually knows if its a recession

4:01 PM

EU prob gonna be in trouble this winter

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but the US dollar is actually prob gonna carry us

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wats her field?

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is she cs too?

4:02 PM

ohhhh oki

4:02 PM

that seems tough

4:02 PM

my mom always says cause i argue a lot i should become one

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lol

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she says im good at it

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but it seems more like a lot of writing and memorization which i dont wanna do

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ohhhh

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i took a public speaking class

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want a huge tip for her?

4:03 PM

my teacher was amazing and helped me learn a lot

4:04 PM

use a key-phrase outline

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thats essentially like

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wait lemme pull up one from my google doc

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like this

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this is a little wordy

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but the point is u wanna sum up an idea instead of writing sentences

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cause if u just write sentences youll look unknowledgeable cause your held will be down and youll be stuttering and you might forget your place

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and honestly just sound a bit robotic cause youre reading not talking

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but key phrase allows you to look down

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see a quick idea

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then use your prep to talk about that idea

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yeah

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u only use ur paper as an outline

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and speak from your head

4:06 PM

extemperaneous is the word i think

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extemporaneous*

4:07 PM

yeah

4:07 PM

u want your speech to sound like a conversation

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it needs to sound like you know it like the back of your hand and can just talk about it freely

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so ye

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u should tell her to look into key phrase outlines

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it would help a lot

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after a couple speeches as long as she prepared well shell learn to be confident

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ohhhhh!!!!!!!

4:09 PM

woah

4:09 PM

thats awesome

4:09 PM

wait

4:09 PM

thats like rwally xool

4:10 PM

if tht happens i kinda maybe would be interested

4:10 PM

yeah

4:10 PM

that seems so cool!!!

4:10 PM

ive always kinda dreamed of opening one

4:10 PM

in a nice little town

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i kinda wanna move either near the beach or mountains

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and just open up a shop there

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and live a cozy life

4:12 PM

hmmmmmmm

4:12 PM

yeah

4:12 PM

well theyre not great on lgbtq stuff and honestly foreign stuff

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oh yeah

4:12 PM

i wanna live someone pretty

4:12 PM

ohhh right

4:12 PM

wait

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youre literally japanese lol

4:13 PM

ig its different

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ohhh interesting so still yt in ur plan

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yup yup

4:18 PM

ohhh that could be cool

4:18 PM

how did u meet them

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hmmm ye im kinda horni now sooooo ye i hope that happens

4:21 PM

wat kinda degen stuff

4:22 PM

ohhhh oki

4:23 PM

mhmmm ye ye

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ummmm i might go on twitter and do stuff but ill try to log on later and see if u message me

4:25 PM

ill prob add u to my main too

its

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10:55 PM

also sorry i havent been checking this at all

10:55 PM

i thiught u forgot about me tbh

10:55 PM

lol

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i saw u got wayyyy over $1k

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so congrats bubby!!!

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i thought she knew that....

10:57 PM

im so sorry

10:57 PM

aaa

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10:58 PM

‍♀️ wait im confused

10:58 PM

wat was the lie?

10:59 PM

wait wait

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ur 17?

10:59 PM

HAHA wat?

10:59 PM

so much drama going on with u cece

10:59 PM

smh

11:00 PM

hmmm

11:00 PM

wait

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so u can go to college then!!

11:00 PM

wait

11:00 PM

ur fine!!

11:00 PM

oh whew

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alright

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sick

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ur rich

11:00 PM

and still have a future

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good (edited)

11:00 PM

alright sounds like things r going good then

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lol that was my main worry

11:01 PM

i was scared youd run out of money and stuff

11:01 PM

but ur alright so thats amazing

11:01 PM

wait

11:01 PM

did u work at that place then

11:01 PM

i forget

11:01 PM

was it a arbys

11:01 PM

so u just

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bought that shit for fun? LOL

11:01 PM

ur insane!!!

11:01 PM

u do go to hs tho yeah?

11:02 PM

u didnt drop out...

11:02 PM

wait

11:02 PM

how

11:02 PM

ur 17

11:02 PM

wat?

11:02 PM

so u homeschooled?

11:02 PM

that explains it

11:03 PM

y did u change then?

11:04 PM

oh ur lucky ig

11:04 PM

skill issue for me

11:05 PM

ur mom seems dope tbh

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i dont even have a bank account and ur out here rich af